What's the point in trying anything new? I haven't been feeling so great, I finally get the motivation to try to learn a new skill, I wanted to learn how to ride a motorcycle, now that I've had my first class it feels like I'm failing at it or at least learning way slower than everyone else, and either way nobody I know personally likes that I'm doing it. And I understand why, but still, I was excited for this and now looking at a motorcycle makes me feel sick. That's just par for the course I guess, I'm a slow learner when it comes to most things, like job functions or even new video games. I'm just gonna be a sad sack forever stuck in my current state because I'm incapable of learning anything at a reasonable pace because I'm just naturally stupid. Just another dream down the toilet for ol' kilo.